"HERE'S TO THE MESS WE MADE"

I don't know how things got so messy. My brother said to write down everything that hurts-a checklist of all my stressors-so I could laugh at all of this once it's over:

1. graduation
2. post PA job (potentially)
3. driving
4. living at home
5. losing friends
6. losing mentors
7. losing him (even though I already have)
8. finding motivation again

Every ounce of me really hurts right now, and I'm having a hard time fighting it.