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VIIBRYD 8

11/1/2019

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  • got vivid nightmares last night at Natalie's
  • took my first 20mg today we'll see what happens
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VIIBRYD 4

10/28/2019

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  • taken at 8pm
  • 8am next day heard 2 gunshot noises while trying to sleep (not sure if this was medication or dream), also i feel like my dreams are getting more and more vivid but not nightmarish
  • waking up anxious but i can tell myself it'll be ok to reel myself back in
  • felt nauseous in the morning but it went away quick
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VIIBRYD 3

10/27/2019

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  • taken at 8pm
  • 11pm feeling lighter but i think that's because i've deluded myself with the idea of plastic surgery again
  • next day diarrhea
  • stomach keeps making noise
  • diarrhea right before next dose
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VIIBRYD 2

10/26/2019

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  • taken at 8pm
  • next day feeling lightheaded
  • nauseous after eating banana for breakfast
  • 8:30 got a flu shot 
  • 2:45 woke up from nap feeling panicky and heart racing/sinking
  • going #2 a lot more but not diarrhea 
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VIIBRYD 1

10/25/2019

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  • taken at 8pm
  • woke up next day feeling anxious because i'm not feeling better and i'm so scared it's not going to work, i need to not overthink
  • feeling slightly lightheaded
  • period-like discharge/early arrival but light flow
  • diarrhea and stomach movements
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WELLBUTRIN DAY 15

10/25/2018

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  • Still don't really feel anything from the medication, but feel so much better in life
  • going to talk to my doctor about weening off the pills, I think I'm ready
  • doctor recommended staying on the pills
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WELLBUTRIN DAY 14

10/24/2018

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  • still feel nothing, but feel more like myself emotionally
  • still trying CBD oil (2 squirts 3 times a day?)
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WELLBUTRIN DAY 13

10/23/2018

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  • used bluebird complete (3 droppers full) we'll see
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WELLBUTRIN DAY 12

10/22/2018

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  • feeling nothing
  • appetite seems to be coming back :(
  • tried 4 droppers of bluebird classic CBD oil (11am-1pm), felt nothing
  • 2 droppers around 8
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WELLBUTRIN DAY 11

10/21/2018

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  • feeling more stable, but still sad
  • got ready with makeup for the first time in a long time
  • sore body for a few days now
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