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August 15th, 2020

8/15/2020

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I feel like I'm growing. I had to give up a collage animation project today, but Tyle called out of the blue and it feels like a sign I did what's right. I feel comforted right now.
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August 14th, 2020

8/14/2020

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FEARS
  • I often feel like I didn't properly earn what I have financially and that eventually I won't be able to keep it up completely on my own
  • I feel like I don't work as hard as my peers
  • It's frustrating needing my parents but also being disappointed in them at the same time
  • I fear learning curves and feel limited in my passions because I keep assuming that I don't have a good enough skillset/work ethic to be hireable or stand out
  • I have accumulated devices that I have been too intimidated to use (cameras and computer) and I feel like it's wasted potential
  • I feel overwhelmed with maintaining friendships, because I'm constantly evaluating if I'm interacting correctly, interesting enough, and what they have to gain from me
HOPES
  • I've been trying my best to mediate my mental health, I'm bouncing back faster than before
  • I keep reminding myself that things always have gotten better for me in the past and this should be no different
  • I have accomplished a lot since last year, I am growing
  • I have gotten more into spirituality and find solace in the idea that the universe will give me what is meant for me when it is meant for me
  • summer weather really hasn't been that bad
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ALIEN

8/8/2020

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i still feel like an alien
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    "I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."
    ​-Alice Kingsley

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