it's your absense that makes me want you more
it's your presence that reminds me why i even care

I GOT A JOB

PT I
Ozzy bby ❤️

Don’t worry this isn’t a love note, it’s a thank you note. Figures I make your bday about me haha.

So thank you b. Thanks for being so real, and surprisingly patient, and sometimes sweet, and for making me feel special for just being me.

You don’t treat me like some prize to be won, or like some soulmate who’s supposed to make you whole. You treat me like a human being that you can admit you’re attracted to like it’s simply a fact, and I kinda fuck with that. A lot. I test you without realizing, and you always dodge every turn because you’re so above it. Bless your patience.

I can’t say what I really feel for you because, you’re right, we literally just met. ALSO, I can’t even remember if your face is cute or not 🙄. But if you left this much of an impression on me just with one meet up, a bitch can hypothesize a shit ton. Trust me, I am very self aware, just lacking in self control 🙃. The best and worst part is that you never even have to try. I’m literally having one-sided dialogues right and left. Fuck👏you👏. Either way, you are something surprisingly consistent in the chaos of my manic pixie facade: an endearing asshole, nothing else, nothing less. And I dig it. Hard.

You may be someone I want currently, and that can change, but your honesty and no bullshit personality is something I didn’t know I needed to experience, and I have a feeling that will stick with me long after I block your ass 💋

Happy Birthday babe 😘✨
Hope you’re getting shitfaced right now so you aren’t rolling your eyes too hard ❤️

Love & hate,
Sabrina

PT II

• Norms
• "let me get you high"
• Halsey and Mac
• sunrise

my favorite nonkiss

Going to start a Letterboxd account to track my movie watching habits, hope this helps

That Night
​The Incredibles 2
Pan's Labyrinth
It's a Wonderful Life
Mamma Mia!
​Silver Linings Playbook
Bo Burnham: what.
Bo Burnham: Make Happy
​Ocean's Eight
Three Identical Strangers
Downsizing
The Bucket List
Jim & Andy: The Great Beyond
Cheers 📺
Crazy Rich Asians
Sierra Burgess is a Loser
​Bruce Almighty
The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
Groundhog Day

I feel like we are

Baby Driver
​Corpse Bride
​The Butterfly Effect
​The Virgin Suicides
​Run Lola Run
​Happy Death Day
Big Mouth 📺
The Nightmare Before Christmas
Cream by David Firth
​Donnie Darko
​Queen
​Almost Famous
​The Disaster Artist
​Kill Bill: Volume 2
The Good Place 📺
Who Framed Roger Rabbit
​Memento
​Never Been Kissed
Mr. Nobody
The End of the Fxxxing World 📺
​Trainspotting
​Stranger Than Fiction
The Florida Project
Lady Bird
​Synecdoche, New York
Vampire's Kiss
​Exit through the Gift Shop
​Bratz: The Movie
Cabin in the Woods
​Game Night
The GHOSTS
​A Quiet Place
​Flipped
The Lost Boys
​Beast
Boogie Nights
Wild Wild Country
54
​Dirty Dancing
Cruel Intentions

13 Reasons Why 📺
Summer Heights High 📺
​Train to Busan
Get Out
The Shining
Harold and Maude
2001: A Space Odyssey
​Children of Men
Thirteen
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Anomalisa
​Exam
American Psycho
​Adaptation
Moulin Rouge
​Swiss Army Man

👁
​Adventures in Babysitting
The Rocky Horror Picture Show (Nuart)
Bride of Frankenstein
UCLA CMF 2016
​Ghost World
The Space Between Us
​Django Unchained
​Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon
​Carrie (1976)
​Blow Out
Fallen Angels
Kill Bill: Vol. 1
​Gravity
Scott Pilgrim vs. the World
Black Mirror 📺
​Tangerine
Little Miss Sunshine
Chungking Express
Her
When Harry Met Sally...
​La La Land
​Birdman
Romy and Michele's High School Reunion
​Dear Angelica
Beauty and the Beast (live action)
The Comeback 📺
​Radio Days
Saturday Night Fever
The Graduate
​Rosemary's Baby
​Tootsie
Being John Malkovich
​Paris is Burning