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"OH, MAYBE, YOU COULD DEVASTATE ME"

11/20/2017

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I know he isn't the first
And he won't be the last
But that boyish smile devastates me every time

And I'm not one for talk
Thoughts are scarce when they're directed at him
I'm scarce around him
The silence teases my insecurities
An insecure girl too insecure to handle her own insecurities

So I know there isn't a fantasy to chase
That he'll never be mine
And God she looks better with him than I ever could
The mischief in her eyes matches his
They'd be perfect

But it was nice last night when we were imperfect
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EAT YOUR HEART OUT

11/17/2017

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The sweet tinge of flavor on my tongue, followed by a forced swallow. Knowing that I'm going to taste it all again when it all comes out.
A conscious unconsciousness.
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November 17th, 2017

11/17/2017

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"Has anyone told you you look beautiful today?" him casually, platonically
"You probably told that to everyone on set" me confused, amused
"No, like as an artist I appreciate beauty [etc. etc.]" him
I felt flattered but still keep trying to figure out what he meant even though he already told me.
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FEAR AND WONDER

11/12/2017

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"bleeding out the screens"
"we're good at making dystopias but not aspirations"
"sci-fi = fears of past mixed with wonders of the future"
"we existed like that"
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HALSEY

11/4/2017

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I introduced Natalie to Halsey on the bus ride back from The 1975 concert.

Today, we went to go see her in concert and it was fucking amazing.
  • first successful glitter application (still working on false lashes)
  • we were able to make our connecting bus
  • getting free tickets closer to the stage
  • Charlie XCX 
  • cameos from Lauren and G-Eazy
  • Halsey playing most of the songs from both albums
  • buying $60 sweater merch (no regrets)
  • Diddy Riese back in Westwood

Takeaways:
  1. Halsey is a beautiful soul
  2. I loved every inch of tonight and I'm loving life 

And so it must be better than I think it is 💕

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SOAP

11/3/2017

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I said something I didn’t mean and I don’t want people to use it to define me. Ironically, I was talking about finding success/validation within yourself and how being a filmmaker/storyteller is at odds with that idea because you’re creating content for others.

I want others to get my creations because they are a part of me. Because if they get what I make, they get me.

But my classmates rebutted with the idea that you have to love what you’re making first before you can expect others to love it. Therefore, you loving your work is validation in itself.

​I think we’re both right but I feel like I came off wrong.
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