I'm so exhausted. I've been filled with anxiety, paranoia, self-insecurity over EVERYTHING for the past few months and it has gotten way out of hand. I'm praying now that Auntie Pacita and Auntie Virginia can get rid of whatever is gripping me so tight.
I've given up so many times. I'm weak and lazy I'll admit. I don't want to do anything. This is too much for me to handle on my own. Mama says this isn't me. It feels like me, but it can't be. She has to be right. I pray that all of this will go away soon.
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."