his rebellious sensibilities have inspired me to always challenge the norm and dream up the absurd
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I don't like having a crush
It's obsessive Every song is about him Every daydream is about us I can't sleep right I can't think to myself We're manic
A cries because he says he's found his angel S cries because she thinks she doesn't care T sighs because I'm telling him to make it all better I'm so confused but this feels familiar I guess I'll crush on the quiet guy
Hoping I'll give him something to talk about I say all the wrong things
Do all the wrong things Feel all the wrong things A sensitive one amongst insensitive many And it’s never their fault I tell myself it’s always mine My fault for not wanting to meet new people My fault for wanting to stay indoors My fault for being quiet My fault for saying things people talk over My fault for crying And it’s so desolate in here Because when I try to let it out, I realize how little it matters to them, And so I’ll keep it in, Because I fear the regret of letting it out more than I need the comfort of being told “it’s going to be ok” |
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."
-Alice Kingsley Archives
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