I thought I was in control, but in the span of 2 weeks I feel like I'm starting to spiral.
I didn't think anything was wrong, but it obviously is.
My skin is breaking out,
My throat looks swollen,
I've definitely gained physical weight to match this emotional baggage.
WHAT IS HAPPENING
I thought the catfishing incident didn't bother me, but my body is telling me otherwise.
I'm actually really upset with how subliminally this came about.
And maybe it's the timing with the stress of my projects and mama being gone so the food in our house hasn't been the most nutrient.
I don't know
I just don't know
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."