I'm lacking a purpose in life, the bigger picture. I've always thrived in being in my own lane, but I absolutely hate when I don't know the destination. It's even harder now knowing that I cannot continue to do things alone. I need to collaborate. I need to socialize. I need to stop being in my head all the time.
Feeling better looking up socially awkward celebrities
Mama helped me to begin realizing that being a social person just isn't my strength so I shouldn't force it and pretend it is and forget my real strengths.
I need to learn to stop feeling stupid.
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."