I'm young and terrified that my life has run out of miracles, experiences.
I don't know how to trust myself anymore.
It's been a while since I've truly felt ok, and I know others don't want to see this side of me. It scares them too. Makes them feel uncomfortable.
I guess I'm jotting this down, because I really hope I can prove myself wrong.
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."