SALAD DAYS

I'm in a weight loss rut

• because I've plateaued
• because the 7 lbs I lost this summer is still far from where I want to be
• because I've been hypocritically binging and purging to compensate for my lack of resolve
• because I'm realizing my physical aspirations aren't mutually exclusive from my internal health and lifestyle
• because I feel like shit

And I can't believe I'm saying this, but the vegan lifestyle is becoming more and more attractive to me everyday. I honestly don't think it's something I can sustain for long, but I might try to adapt to some vegan/vegetarian habits here and there.

I'm just so tired of my physical insecurities and my exponentially deteriorating health (vision, hearing, skin, etc.). It's honestly getting old and I have no excuses. I just want to feel good and be happy gosh dammit.

I guess this marks a baby step into the dark abyss of adulting. Hopefully I'll make a giant leap when I actually commit.