i'm finding it hard to feel motivated to do much of anything
and anything i am doing often feels either like i'm being taken advantage of or there's no point i don't like how i'm feeling so defensive as of late i'm constantly frustrated everything i do feels like a chore, an obligation i miss getting excited to work on a selfish project i hate that i'm wasting time just thinking and not doing i hate how a lot of how i feel is tied to how i look or is it vice versa? i'm tired of feeling undervalued but simultaneously insecure i hate how it's so hard to rely on others, but it's just as hard to rely on yourself i just want to move past this already *edit* the whole world has a way of making everything shiny and new feel dull and disappointing
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