ARIGATO GRANDE

I'm starting to realize that this whole Arigato Grande venture is really Jenny's thing as much as we wanted it to be a group thing. I just need to figure out where I fit in the picture and where I need to let go.

Hard things I need to ask myself:

1. am I entitled to ownership? I think on the production/MV side of things yes the producers do have ownership, but I also don't see where I fit in with Jenny as an artist because she needs so much more than just video production.
2. can I feel creatively fulfilled having this as my main side hustle? The truth is I don't think this is enough satiate all my creativity. I love Jenny and the others but their creative visions are so different from my own that I would still need to create things separate. I should stop trying to pigeonhole these projects into my ideal scenario, because these are Jenny's projects ultimately.
3. why am I trying to micromanage? do I trust my collaborators? I think I'm trying to micromanage because I ultimately have a hard time trusting my collaborators. Everyone is so drivin but inexperienced and they tend to do things very quickly and not in the most organized fashion. That's great that they want to run with their ideas, but the lack of structure stresses me out. I keep feeling like I need to account for everything everyone has missed. I should definitely stop trying to mommy the group because they didn't ask for it, and it's not helping me.
4. what do I hope to benefit from this? Ultimately, this isn't my baby, but Jenny still has amazing ideas that I do want to be a part of. Honestly, I want to just have fun with people I like. I will still find creative fulfillment working with the gang, but I need to stop feeling so responsible for everyone so I don't burn myself out.

I think more realistically, I can mainly help her with production and give her advice as a friend, while she can figure out where to take the brand.