I GOT INTO FILM SCHOOL
overwhelmed but exactly where I need to be
It's a day later and I've had time to reflect on why I'm going to do it, but with so much hesitation and resistance. Why is my decision based on potential regret rather than present triumph?
1) TFT's admissions consciously decided to disregard all internal applicants last year. If it weren't for Bryan (who fucking didn't even make it), I wouldn't have been admitted:
This is what I wanted all along but now I'm fucking scared I'm making the wrong decision. Does the film industry really have any more room for film majors? Would they be more perceptive to an economics major? Do I even need film school to do film? Am I capable on my own? Will I graduate in time?
All I know is I want to make films. God please help me get there.
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."