I've gained weight, and I don't really care.
Maybe it's the lingering soreness in my throat from the last time I threw up, or the soreness in my thighs from my last squat, but I'm not scared of food anymore.
I'm just happy because something in me is excited to get ready tomorrow morning.
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."