i hate that the older you get, the more you realize you can't depend on anything or anyone
i hate that i can't even seem to take care of myself and tell myself everything is ok
i hate waiting for change
i hate reminescing about when "things were good"
i know things eventually will get better, but how long until they get bad again?
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."