I keep thinking I deserve some giant movie moment, that I'm special, and it's finally time for me to get everything I ever wanted.
But I really need to take a step back and just be happy with what I have. I'm over pity parties, filling in blanks with melodramatic imagination, allowing someone else to control how I feel, etcetera.
It's time to be a big girl and let go.
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."