I just watched a movie I liked and then read all the criticism about it's insensitive treatment of topics. All the complaints make sense, but I don't know how to feel. Guilty because I enjoyed content at others' expense? Gullible because I didn't realize the implications of what I watched? Annoyed because I just want to, for once, enjoy something without feeling like I need to examine it? The older I get, the more I realize that you can never do anything right. I'm frustrated because I don't know what's right. I sway with the crowd, lacking my own ground. All this indecision makes me feel weak. I have nothing to fight for because I don't know what I'm fighting for. I'm lacking passion. I feel completely empty.
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."