It was the high of it all. Of thinking, knowing that anything was possible. Of spontaneous adventures, endless creativity, the uncertain future. Nothing's changed but we're getting closer to the inevitable end of some of that. The immediate future is no longer hazy-its reality is sinking in. Premeditated regret of how I'll fall weighs heavily, but there's a chance I can fight to stop it if it hasn't happened yet.
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."