I'm so pathetic.
I've given up and all I do is destroy everything around me.
It's not going to stop because I'm not going to try.
I know I'm hurting my family, losing friends, the hurt never ends.
I've lost myself a few months back.
She's buried by time and she's gone with everything else.
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."