I don't want to get better because I know I'll never feel the way I want to feel, look the way I want to look, love the way I want to love, be the way I want to be
nothing's simple even when I try to tackle it one step at a time
what's the point in trying for something that doesn't exist?
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."