I'm walking away from China Ball worse than I was last year and the same as I was in 8th grade's winter formal.
I guess I lied and it does hurt like heartbreak. It really fucking hurts.
Jesus what did I do to deserve this?
I'm working on acceptance and reality. It's tough when your head goes so many places, but I'm consciously trying to tell myself to stop. One step at a time now. You've got this.
"I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."